I am facing my dreadful subject – Math. I am so weak at it that I really find it super hard to survive passing it. Yeah – maybe I could pass – but only barely.
I got no passing grade for the quizzes this Midterm period in this subject, and in next week we will have our Midterm Exams – which is a lot harder.
That is one of the reasons why I feel so tired and weak last Christmas – I felt like surrendering and giving up. I am en emotional being – easy to be encouraged, but also easy to be discouraged.
But after God has put in me the heart of worshipping Him in a much truer sense – I have now this conviction: I will surrender to God, and not to subjects, especially in Math. I would consider myself a success if I will regain my former glorious relationship with Him, even though I fail in this subject for the mean time. But I would consider myself a failure if I pass this subject but my former closeness to God would not be restored.
These past months, I was distracted and lost focused on God. That is my priority now – get back to God, and passing the class subjects are just secondary ones.
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I was never any good at math either, so don’t feel alone. I don’t know what it is like where you live, but when I was growing up, they taught more math in school than I have ever needed in my daily life. Go figure! (pun intended) 😉
Yes, too much of Math… but too little of it applicable in real life.
Oh please brother, help me to pray for this subject. Nest week we will have our midterm exams. My quizzes for this subjects were failing ones.
I wish you all the best on your mid-terms and I pray for God’s will to be done in your life always. 🙂
Thanks much, brother.